Testimonials
"I was touched by the honesty of the writing, the pain,
and ultimately the healing of Ms. Walker.
I work in mental health and have experienced, second
hand, the devastation left after a loved one suicides."
Excerpts From a Suicide Survivor's Story
"If only.
If only. If only. I repeated those words for
years after she died. If only I hadn't fought with
her that last day. If only I had gone back to her
apartment a day or two later when I knew she was feeling
so desperate. If only I hadn't defended Dad.
If only I hadn't introduced her to marijuana.
"And the
ultimate 'if only.' If only I hadn't been born.
She wouldn't have had to contend with this younger
miracle sister. I never saw myself as the miracle
baby, the bonus baby Mom always told me that I was.
For as long as I can remember, I was the mistake.
The baby they thought they could never have. The
daughter they hadn't planned. I spent many years
trying to be the 'good child,' trying to prove to Mary
that Mom & Dad loved me because I was a good girl, not
because I was their natural born. But no matter
how hard I tried, she would throw it back when I got off
the hook for something. 'You love Lornie more
because she's your birth child.'" |
"compelling...riveting...soul searching""a stellar
read"
"I couldn't put it down"
"faith is hope in working clothes" |