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Testimonials

"I was touched by the honesty of the writing, the pain, and ultimately the healing of Ms. Walker.  I work in mental health and have experienced, second hand, the devastation left after a loved one suicides."

 

Excerpts From a Suicide Survivor's Story

"If only.  If only.  If only.  I repeated those words for years after she died.  If only I hadn't fought with her that last day. If only I had gone back to her apartment a day or two later when I knew she was feeling so desperate.  If only I hadn't defended Dad.  If only I hadn't introduced her to marijuana.

"And the ultimate 'if only.'  If only I hadn't been born.  She wouldn't have had to contend with this younger miracle sister.  I never saw myself as the miracle baby, the bonus baby Mom always told me that I was.  For as long as I can remember, I was the mistake.  The baby they thought they could never have.  The daughter they hadn't planned.  I spent many years trying to be the 'good child,' trying to prove to Mary that Mom & Dad loved me because I was a good girl, not because I was their natural born.  But no matter how hard I tried, she would throw it back when I got off the hook for something.  'You love Lornie more because she's your birth child.'"


"compelling...riveting...soul searching"

"a stellar read"

"I couldn't put it down"

"faith is hope in working clothes"

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